i wasn't in a great mood these days. something is just so wrong, the thing is i couldn't figured out what's going wrong. i was in a super low spirit. god damn it, that wave washes over me again, the wave of melancholy. so a lot of things to remember, to do, which others do not need to. so freaking stress sometimes. at times, i wondered why should my life be in that way? so much extra stuff to do, why can't mine be like others. you know, like ordinary teen, get to do what they feel like to at home, nap, homework, do some packing, all those daily routine. but mine are totally different. i need to do some planning of the next day everynight. that wasn't really what makes me not in a great mood though. that's just little pieces of what-makes-me-so which i've had enough of. nothing much to say as i would like to keep something else to myself, though sometimes i feel like saying those out. lost and insecure, where were you?
i got nothing to do now, dawdling the hours away.
btw, the picture up there was taken and posted last year or maybe two years back.
what's on your mind when you look at the rope?
so glum okay.
be happy, damnnnnnit.
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