Can I Not?

Patience.
cause i need time.

today was the first time i arrived school before 7 20am in 09'! had our first assembly in 09'. i was feeling drowsy and almost nodded off. not in the mood to talk. got dimerit later on.

last time i was like 'dimerit only ma, you wanna dimerit, dimerit lor. i dont mind.' but this year is so different, idk why. i prefer to let teacher cut my hair instead of dimerit. i just want to keep a good record this year. just the second week of school, i failed, darn. a lil over-length, and my hair aint long okay, idk why others keep on saying mine are long. so weird okay, others' are much longer than mine. well, was down(some stuffs included the dimerit) until i was in schoolbus, funny moments, laughed so hard, omg! 'i am about to turn''okay okay, ready.' inside joke.

didnt go for tuition, transport problem, blablah. and i had my haircut; trimmed it myself and mum. damn lots of bad things happened. some misunderstanding, something something something. can i not pek-chek?! schools are sucks, dont you agree? i wonder why they prefer to spend their time checking hair, nails, whatsofuckingever instead of doing some meaningful stuff which idk what. at least do something good, for us students to love them laaaa. last year there, like finally. so not in the mood to study, cheer me up. sigh

add-on;
no big deal, i have to live with it. at least my life is way better than those without good health, family, friends, the poors & those who wanted to go school, but couldn't affort. enough of complaining&whining! im talking to self and those who acted so.