Pluck Petals?

ahh, im in the middle of something.
dont know whether should i take it or not.
damn. quite interested in it but then...
reasons for NO!
# lazy! i damn damn lazy okay.
# exam is approaching, that something, in the exam week.
# ehhh, i dont think im good enough in that. that means so-so skill
# none of them taking it! meaning, i sure siennnnn in the november ceremony. 3 hours! omfg.
# expensive? ehemm.
# no time prepare for it.

reasons for YES!
# good opportunity, she said.
# i dont think my skill very bad la. better than bad at least. because yesterday she actually said good, dont know true or not lah.

& you know what, i paid for it already! PAID! can get it back i guess.
yea, im the one who couldnt make decisions everytime.
perhaps i should pluck petals this time.

oh man! i dont know how!

update :
so now, i've decided to give it a try
(dont know tomorrow or when will regret or not laa. IDONTCARE!).
get some experience ma, right? right?
i think i gonna use some skating photos