Happy New Year?

okay, it's 2008. Happy new year? i doubted it. i'm not happy at all, school reopened today, and im in the third class, taking science. it's the first time im in third class, that was expected, im stupid what, got such a bad result in pmr. im quite regret now, why dont i study? why am i being so lazy? there's still a lot of WHY. i dont like my class, i do have friends there, but i still prefer S2, more besties there, and closer to them. so today was so dang bored, i wish i gonna graduate or be in form5 tomorrow, end this year. gonna be real busy next week, will not be update my blog that regularly. today i was like quite emo, just like beginning of last year. well, i miss last year and last last year, when i'm in form2. form2 was really fun, often ponteng class and wandered around, ran away when saw discipline teachers. under the rain with busmates, hahah i miss those days. i miss some of my god sis, last time we were like so close, fooling around, and i wont forget how she step on my shoes, everytime! people changed. i dont feel like going school tomorrow, school is bored! have to stop now, there's still a lot of things undone. and tuition start tonight. & i was thinking should i continue piano lesson? have been thinking this for so long.